Sad to see you leaving

Hey John, i regret it very much.... you were such a good guy, i enjoyed your jokes a lot. I remember when we met for the first time at Picarquin with Ann and Tania, the four of us going to San Bernardo, having the whole year ahead of us. You were a really funny guy, together with the other John (the shorter one)... I know that you are probably never going to read this, but it doesn't mind. I just need to write it somewhere and get calm little bit. It shouldn't have happened. We all knew that it was a stupid mistake, but this is too restrictive... I am very sad to loose a friend here in Calera de Tango. It's just ten days when we met at the party of Cami. She was wearing t-shirt with sign "little bit more sugar", drunk and flirting..... It was very chilly night, and there was playing Sean Paul Get Busy when we were speaking together with Fran about San Bartolome. I remember you saying "Es muy flaite". Than we the three of us put on hoods and began dancing.... And then on Saturday Ann called me if I knew that you were going back to the States. It was so unbelievable... I just sad to Ann "Es super increible" and my brother with his friend began laughing, but for me it was just the right phrase. I still cannot believe it..... You know, guy, all the shit phrases about "three golden rules" and all these warnings..... I have myslef a few times almost driven a car (but furtunately changed my mind in the end)....... It's very strict to send you home just because one joint of weed being carried in your bag.... And than today when we met at Ann's house. I saw you coming in black along the dirty, dusty road with a lot of traffic, and said to me "Oh my god, this guy will be tommorow sitting in the Boeing of LAN being attended by the stewardess and very unhappy..." I could just hardly imagine you leaving. And than we were sitting in the kitchen of Ann, eating toastd bread and trying to get it over. I really admire you standing with it so firmly... and your plan how to spend the last day - have made your pearcing repaired.... it's just so cool, American guy........ When Tania said us about her experience of USA I was very surprised, but also realised, how fragil is to be an exchange student in foreign culture.... Until this time it seems to me just like a black week (Cortes returning back to Chile, you returning back to Maine), but now it is reality for me. It's not unbearable lightness of afsing now.... what i wanna say is that it could have happened to everybody of us for any stupid mistake (it doesn't important whether driving, weed or just bad family). But that's just bullshit. It doesn't really important now..... The fact is that you are leaving and that i will miss you. It was so strange to shake your hand for the last time, hug you and say for the last time "cuidate, huevon".................... Anyway, have a nice time and i hope to see you again..... sometimes, somewhere, somehow......